Wednesday, October 28, 2009

The Flu, "The Balanced Plate", Cliches

So I kicked what I am almost certain was the flu in a day and a half this October. Don't know if it was H1N1 but a flu made its way around our home and I had the least trouble with it, which is shocking because I always seem to be the lingering snotty, coughy, cleary her throaty person. Maybe that was the old me. Living in an arid climate has reworked my cellular make-up. I adore Colorado.

I made this magical elixir and I want to share the recipe here. It's from a book I use very often called The Balanced Plate by Renee Loux. On her web site she writes, "Start small. Start anywhere. Green living: it's contagious." Her book is thorough and deals with all manners of living well, living green, eating whole food and cleaning without poisoning your housemates and pets...basically it covers all the green cliches. As a rule, and like the rest of you, I don't like cliches. I kind of can't believe that people actually use them when they do. They do, though. People...But some things, while they're becoming cliche, don't mean to be cliche. Or maybe they're just excusable because I agree with their bones. But then marketing gets hold of them and suddenly. Well.

Don't you think that organic produce, for example, should be free of labels, stickers and marketing (the self-evident truth of "apple") and that our "conventional" foods should be marked the hell up with lists of which pesticides, modifications, etc. they contain? And, in a similar call for TRUTH (mine or otherwise), back in the early '90s, when our nation was deciding which Elvis stamp to issue (the cute healthy, hottie Elvis, or the bloated, old, fucked up looking Elvis) we should have chosen the latter, but we didn't.

There was a summer where my mom and Tom tried to speak using as many cliches as they could, which started off funny and got funnier.

Back to the f-l-u. I also drank a lot of elderberry tea with lemon. Here's the book cover of that book I was talking about:



 

Flu Buster Tonic

1/4 cup apple cider vinegar
1-2 cloves garlic
1/4 cup finely shredded ginger
2 tsp wasabi powder, or to taste
1 tsp cayenne pepper, or to taste
2-4 tbs raw honey
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In a blender, combine the vinegar, garlic (if desired), and ginger and blend until smooth. Pour through a fine strainer and press wiht the back of a spoon to extract as much juice as possible. Discard pulp. Whisk in the wasabi, cayenne, and honey. Store in a glass jar in the fridge. Serve 2 tbs at a time on an empty stomach. Add to a cup of hot water for a warming tonic. 

*Mary notes: I'd call it a burning tonic, but I liked everything about how this tasted, and especially how well it worked. I finished a jar in a day in a half. This, with plenty of grams of vitamin C (like 5 or 6) and a good antioxidant (Carlson ACES, I like), gave me life. Also, and in my sickest hours, I couldn't taste or smell much anyways...so whatever taste reservations you may have might be self-resolving if your symptoms are similar. 

Also, lazy, I didn't strain out the ginger and garlic pulp so my version was pulpier than recipe version.

I hope the baby liked it as much as I did. (Hot hot fish and club, yo.)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Overpriced Pumpkin Patch

But with llamas and goats and hay and broken rides! Against a Western blue sky in warm October it felt just like the '40s, except people weren't dressed nearly as interestingly. They wanted to charge me $7 to walk through a hay bale "maze" that might have taken 15 seconds. I was like, "....innhhh". We snuck into the broken down carousel and tried to make family portraits, but the light was too intense, and the battery too dying, and the moment was soonafter lost.

Tom left today and Willoree cried in the car on the way home. Thanks, Tom, for coming out to see us! And we'll see you after Christmas. You, too, Sheila...








EVER EVER EVER by Janice Lancaster

I love this piece. Love it. Thanks to Janice and Adam for making sweet moves in a sweet, sweet world that's always shape-shifting in and out of human construct.    


ever ever ever from Janice Lancaster on Vimeo.

Monday, October 26, 2009

HOLY GROUND - Brona's Story

"Mentioning my child's name may make me cry. Not mentioning my child's name will break my heart." – Unknown

Brona's story: http://www.zoopy.com/video/n4z/brona

Spelling her N-A-M-E

Willoree is spelling her first and last name and drawing a lot of pictures. She's proud. We are too.

There's something great about the quality of that red ink, as well. It's nice close up; it's nice on our dining room table. It's been wonderful having Tom here...



Frost Heads

This morning I woke up early and took my dog, Quella, for a walk. Glorious morning and very frosty. I love fall. I love the ting in the air and the hue Colorado takes on around October. I try to remember to let go of things and let what needs to die do so, and to breathe more deeply and eat more roots. The older I get the more I appreciate winter, too. It's everything spring and summer are, just articulated differently and sans the easy to adore fluff of life. It's the same way I feel about this part of Colorado's browns and tans and beiges: it took me a while to get used to the colors that were hiding in and around what first appeared to be death, but now it blooms in every season without fail.

Some frost heads. Collards and a maple leaf; rudbeckia, and weeds and strawberries from our yard.




Temperance

Someone described me and used the word "Temperance" last week. I pulled a tarot card a while back and it was Temperance, but reversed.  Here's what it said:

You have gone to extremes - recognize this lack of harmony. Stop and consider how things are going in your life. Frustration causes emotional stress, your judgment is then lacking - you need to look before you leap. Slow down and re-evaluate every thing - a different approach is required. You have lost sight of your "art", your genius, your creative talents and your energies are being wasted and scattered. You are focused on the stress created by the conflict you are experiencing - forcing the issue is not the answer - you need total change.

Seek the advise of your "inner" Self - allow yourself to be quiet, experience the stillness - listen and the answers will be provided. Your inner self is always present and dependable - it is your true reality and when the time comes for you to find out who you are - the Voice inside of you will tell you who you are. Your experiences give you the material and data you need to make your decisions. Determine the course of your life - not the course that others desire for you - but the course that is right for you.

There are two sides to everything - the straight reasoning side and the "feeling" elements and both must balance - you can not have one without the other. It is time for you to become involved in the "outer" expression of your "inner" ideas. Each experience will tell you something new - allow yourself to flow with the experience and be led by your inner voice. When the time comes, you will know exactly what to do. It is through your "inner" awareness that you will know what is the appropriate action to take in any situation. Allow your old fears and habits to die away into the past. Calm down, avoid extremes and use the balance you have so carefully developed.

Distortions in the way of too much or too little of the above meanings. Sufi master, H2rat Inyat Khan put us on notice that "love in its lower manifestations turns into law by forming habits." Intemperance. Emotional imbalance. Addictive behavior. A problem of giving or taking in healthy proportions. In a sense this card functions as an emotional barometer. Not being able to take is a problem for m.my, and is little recognized in modern society, where giving has received a "good" label and taking has received a "bad" label. You must learn to be a good taker or you will be denying others their right auld pleasure in giving. There can be too much mentality creating abstraction and limiting heart. Too little mentality in the emotional.

Questions to Answer: What are you feeling optimistic about? How are you combining the resources available to you? What are you testing or trying out? What needs to be healed or brought into balance?

The above is taken from this site: www.crystal-reflections.com. I have several decks of the Tarot, which I usually fondle, pull and ponder, but I've been too lazy to learn how to read them with any true insight so I rely on sites like this one to get my brain juiced. I generally love what she has to say, and always find her messages right on for me. The Tarot, as you know, of course, does not know how to lie...

MOTHERHOOD

I am pregnant, ~ 26 weeks or so, with my second baby. I love love love being pregnant. I feel I'm very good at it. I am relishing in my three and a half year old's spirit too. Mothering comes so naturally to me, like being high on pixel dust. Being a mama has has opened me up in all directions, and in more ways than I could have imagined. Cliche, perhaps. But do the mamas out there feel me? I feel motherhood is a large part of my purpose and joy. (I hope so at least, because this is what I'm going to be up to for the next little bit...) Truly: my heart breaks open a little more every day, and I can't wait to meet my next small and magnificent teacher.

I will send a CASH PRIZE to anyone who sends the best name. I am compiling BOY and GIRL names. Content details coming soon.










Willoree was born April 7, 2006. She was a home birth baby, born in a tub of warm water in her bedroom. She weighed 8lbs 8oz and measured 21" long. Support your local midwives!!

Our midwives: Karin Hoskin and Amy Colo (and Nichole Calaigas, apprentice, who sunlights as an environmentally-friendly cleaning lady while she's in midwifery school and apprenticing, attending births! (I created her soap bar Bizzy Beez logo, by the way.)

BRANDING 101

I was recently asked to present at a small conference about branding. It was a great honor, and I created a few pages of notes and resources for the women to whom I spoke. If anyone's interested, they are below. In them I go over ideas about branding, marketing, offer some exercises to do to get juiced on your own identity creation, the basics of building web sites, terminology and some helpful resources (like affordable stock art and photography and printers I like to work with.)

In other work news...20 new illustrations of mine will be published in an Adobe Photoshop manual by next spring. This is a follow up to last year's version, wherein 20 or so of my older illustrations were published. They illustrated things such as contrast, proportion, balance, and other "design principles". No link to share about this, unfortunately.

Download the PDFs here.

Probably for the Better

What is this shit made of?



And who carved this scary fellow to entice us inside to buy it?


"POETRY"

This is one of those posts like a free jazz, or jam band, or an improv situation, or something else about which I make no apologies. I started this one night many months ago when I couldn't sleep. It is evidence of an inner landscape I feel called to court; I'm calling it Poetry.

DEDICATION

Let my eyes see the love that I am
And Love burn my eyes in its Purity
back to the Beginning
back to the Beginning

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“Coincidence”

What is New is Newer than you think.
Don’t waste your time imagining what you will find based on anything familiar;
leave go ALL of that.
Continue only with what you need.
And spend your time
making the list
smaller and smaller
until you show up naked
and realize you have gone nowhere.

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“Gabriel's Horn”

I am making music, not well, and shyly but I am.
I am hearing music more deeply, and differently.
It is the same with all languages:
Be rusty and unpracticed, be unaware of the reaches of your natural skillfulness,
but open your throat,
(your heart, your rivers, your grenades)
and trumpet something out.
There are no mistakes the more truly you know your landscape.

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“Wanderer”

There is no such place as far away.
She journeys through a rose-cheeked youth onward, with some and without others, always changing her scenery, and
often seduced by a fleeting grasp of Radical and Definite arrival.
But the monochrome moments of stillness are what transports
Her Soul to its Absolute natural habitat: juicy, rooted and alive.

Was it even her journey to take?
And whose is it now?

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“In Joy Our Springs”

Oh My God!
The soul’s water runs deep here, and pure,
and I am intoxicated, I am on fire with Love.
Juicy, rooted and alive Love
The kind that spills over and through your clothing;
Rolls off and onto others when you’re not holding;
The kind you can taste, hear, feel, sink into,
over and over and over again –
and always get the same first rush.

Outdoor living, indoor living,
it happens at the same time here.
No lack for anything outer, and besides,
people like Evan’s Tent will always find the perfect moment
to invite you in for a mildly neurotic chat
or another something of rare beauty
he’s peddling.

I love you women!
I love you our men!
Here and there and everywhere –
And specifically you, at the intersection of Angela and Harbin Hot Springs:

Thank You.

The Gestalt of you has touched me for always,
and I don’t even know half of your names.

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“Ben”

Beloved, that is what you are.
My infinite thank you, in plain language, unedited and distracted:

There is no one else here but you as I write!

Target me in the life that is your prayer and show me your love always,
Our reflections do not lie,
and I will always
be looking your way.

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“Cliff’s Notes”

I am.
I am not.
No, I am.

Willoree and Long Shadows



Love song to God

This is an excellent example of the perfect "elevator" speech, by no one in particular, to no one in particular. I will remember to sing this song. Thank HU.